I was just talking with a friend of mine how much I envy my friends’s relationship. I envy how carefree she is, I envy how compasive and understanding he is with her. I envy how he take care of her. I envy their relationship because is lovely and healthy.
I suddently started to cry because I realised that all I want is someone that worry bout me and take care of me and my friend said that I can’t blame and hurt myself in order to have it. That I can’t punish me or my body for that.
That’s so true it hurts.
I just wanted to be someone’s hero and that that someone would be my hero too.